a good friend of mine

Suddenly i have an urge to post something about my life

well, my life can be considered as not bad

i have a harmony family; boyfriend that dotes me very much; and good friend in aussie now

i don't need to worry about my life expenses

i have enough money to spend; i have a place to stay; i have a lot of good people surrounding me

what am i still expecting from GOD?

i have everything now..

well...everything doesn't mean i have a mansion; luxury car; and rich..

i have enough in everything, that's a bless for me!!

i don't expect anything more than enough!!

honestly, i feel blissful at my situation now

well!! something unhappy keeps troubling me since just now

i don't wish to tell...

probably it doesn't mean anything to you if i tell..

but it means a lot to me!!

i felt my pride has been killed by some reason

and that's related to my personality

i didn't feel hate or angry with that matters

all i do is feeling sad 

i feel really sad

when i have done something according to a rule/suggestion

i will do!! and i'll try my very best to do

i just don't know why? why i have been treated like this

i just feel when i do something with my sincerity, then a person will think i was wrong

that's not fun at all!!

No hatred and madness in my heart

i think GOD has given me such a forgiving heart

i thank YOU...

after i left senior high school, i didn't have a things called "best friend"

i do have friends, but my just friends

i want a friend that understand me and i can understand her very well too

3 years passed, after i met Monica

i am not flatter on you, but i do express it sincerely

that is when i feel i have such a good friend

remember when we met at the first time at college

we were talking in English

i knew she was Indonesian that time (but i just guessing, so better not to make myself awkward, i spoke English with her)

Monica you are original from Indonesia. 100% made in Indonesia

i  can see from the first sight i saw you!! XD

BUT, Monica thought i was Thailand

do i?

it was a funny yet memorable moment

that was at first trimester

we haven't got along very well

well, i was just too quiet and shy!!

 second trimester pass

third trimester pass

and the fourth trimester we deliberately choose the same subject : )

i have a companion at class

that's when we're getting better and better

we are just match to each other

we enjoy talking rubbish 

of course sometimes serious!!

we formed as team for almost all subject 

and we're a good team!!

go MONVERO!!

i feel really happy to have such friend like you

even you are 3 years old smaller than me

but i don't think we have a gap 

(not saying i haven't get old :p)

but we just have a lot of similarity in life

you understand me well

sometimes your open thought and personality

makes me wake up!!

and you encourage me a lot in a invisible action

your honesty and open thought has encourage me a lot!!

thanks GOD for giving me such a good friend  here...

i love you